aw, baby

i miss casper. i know i'm too obsessive and i stalk him too much but i can't help it. siegbert is creeped out i think cos the other day when he brought casper in i couldn't stop staring and smiling by myself. consequently, siegbert didn't keep him there for too long and brought him elsewhere after evident stalker glances from syaza.

speaking of babies, went to the melbourne museum today for bio practical 'to investigate the evidence for evolution and changes that have occurred during the History Of Life on Earth'. the prac in itself was a drag but the museum is pretty good, colourful and interactive. colourful is good. saw this short doc on conception. sorry, no, gestation. ok, they had actual cameras inside the woman's womb to document the development of the baby after certain weeks. aw, baby. even at the early stages of barely a few weeks, the heart already starts to form. one single cell, without anything prompting it, suddenly just starts beating. and it beats, beats and then the neighbouring cells start to do the same. and they keep beating at this insane speed, the fastest they'll ever beat in the baby's entire life. enough with science. baby was delivered without the excruciating scenes. and it's something i can't describe. from nothing. to something.

there's nothing bigger than life, its insane we're still alive today. what keeps everything functioning? why dont they just stop for one second? just one.

but they dont.