1. dream

I don't know what i'm doing. i said i was gonna start the reduced-sugar diet but i inadvertently bought dodol yesterday. it didn't register at the time that I shouldn't have done it. on top of which i casually have cornflakes for sahur. will revise eating plan.

I keep thinking if dreams are just recollections of memories or could be some form of premonition. I've been having them a lot lately and I've come to a conclusion that it's the former. As much as I've had few dreams which later turned out to be true in real life, I think they were just coincidences. I know the premonition-type exists, but I don't experience them, I dont think.

Dreamt I was having a barbecue with my sister and few friends and what we were having were kittens, and we were grilling them. I can't remember if we burned them alive. Sorry for the cat-lovers, just saying it as it is. It did distraught me, if that makes me more humane and sensible. This was clearly a messed up recollection of my experiences. I had had a barbecue last week or rather and I come across kittens everyday thanks to this apartment, and so those two came together and resulted in that disturbing dream. We were grilling 4 kittens and I was pretty satistified we got that many cos that meant there was enough to go around for everyone. Somehow, there was a room and as i entered it, i saw Sha cuddling one grey kitten-presumably to save it. I was the Head Chef (we do get egotistical in our dreams) and i got so angry we had one kitten on the loose. I demanded that kitten joined its other friends-and stopped there. Sorry Sha, I just wanted to make sure everyone had enough to eat.