almost childlike

you dont give a shit about anyone and no one gives a shit about you!

i keep thinking something big is gonna happen in the next week or so but then again, i've been thinking that way for the past few years. just as i was starting to showcase my 'adolescent rebellion' by doing a certain childish act, an 'authoritative figure' saw some signs of it and lest said 'authoritative figure' suspects anything, i'll have to stop doing it. i'm like a child. i'm not making sense, but that's normal. tickets to john mayer's concert are now written as 'allocation exhausted'. serves me right for waiting until last minute. will try asking people who already have the tickets if they'd wanna willingly exchange theirs for some cash or anything of similar value. (free lunch courtesy of syaza's kitchen for a month perhaps? oh, but it gets better)