3/52

3 weeks to exams and I don't know what is it that I actually know anymore. Final med paranoia has got to me, I've got to admit. Started out as a joke that I'd be so consumed with bedsides and consultant teaching, that I'd have this 'get ALL the teaching!, see ALL the patients!' attitude (in other words, kiasu) but its beginning to look that way. There was a time when I didn't care about all of it I think. I'm scared of regretting is all. That if I didn't do well it was because I didn't see enough patients or didn't try hard enough to get teaching off the doctors. Although now its gotten so bad I've hardly had time to properly sit down and study. Bad.