here&now

I have around...one week left I think. I really don't want to go back. I'm checking if I can push the flight to 18 Feb instead of 14. It'll make the biggest difference. Think it's ok to skip orientation, for the first few days at least. Cos if I go there early and I find it to be a complete waste of time, I'll just end up cursing the whole way through.

I've been made to submit an application (or i did willingly, can't remember) to RCSI for medicine. just in case (right). So there's that compulsory personal statement that u have to submit together with everything else. And if I was writing it in complete honesty, I'd just go: I want to do this because studying life in its most detail is beyond this world and, frankly, my loathing towards maths is leaving me very little option right now, so please.

But I'm in a position now where I don't care about my future prospects, atleast not yet. I can't think that far ahead, or I don't want to.

Went for bowling with ililysdaday, ameer, hajayzee, razmataz, zainal, saufi, shamir, farouq, bux, reza, at ou, right after futsal. As in, with sport shoes, track pants and everything. But not deliberately, just very impulsive. Good fun. Next time we'll know to wear cute outfits underneath the sport attire, albeit arriving at the court looking pudgy from layers of clothes underneath but insist it all to be worth it for the sake of self-presentation in public. yekh. kidding.