superficial

still so many things to do even after we've finished numerous assignments and drama exam. chem presentation, prepare for eap in-class assignment, maths + lit exam. ape ni?

hm : ( the curse of the distorted W graph is hitting me again. for everyone, the graph suppposedly goes high and steady first, then plunges down, rises by a considerable degree, then goes down again for an all new low. and up again, presumably. i just dont think it applies to everyone. everytime i feel i've hitten my lowest low, i'll feel a bit better for the subsequent days and then go down again to an all new low. which, if you think abt it, despite feeling slightly happy and joyful and all that laugh-inducing -moments, the depression sessions just get worse with time. does it not? it exponentially gets worse if i'm always feeling worse than i did the last time. i'll stop there.

i'm not milking for sympathy btw. i know u were thinking that.

this picture makes me feel slightly better. simon baker.