short-lived.

Slightly disappointed last Thursday, I have to say. Our usual 2nd med tutor didn't come in and was instead replaced by some other (less good-lookin') guy. The one day I actually look forward to labs and that happens. I mean, the course is draining as it is, and I could use with some motivation.

Down with slight flu which is never okay when I'm about to chat with my parents. They take it seriously, it is to them the worst thing you could ever come down with. "Please please take flu tablets, I'll text Zool to buy them for you (no please dont!), take vitamins A, C, E, fruits, drink plenty of water, eat, rest." I will, I will.

Easter Break in a week's time and people are counting down the days for sure. I'm not sure what I'll be doing for those two weeks. Fourteen days is a long time when you've got nothing specific planned (and your money's running short.) It makes me feel guilty for spending the way I did in Dublin. Might decide to travel somewhere but knowing me I'm fuck lazy and if I can get enough sleep time and read at least two good books along the way then thats good enough a holiday for me. I'm really easy to please/lazy genes/heavy bones etc.

Speaking of good books, I might go book-shopping sometime this week, my hands are itching to buy Umrigar's 'The Space Between Us' and Follett's 'The Pillars Of The Earth' as well as anything of Jane Austen's. I'm almost done with Franzen's 'The Corrections', its taken me forever to read it but that's only because of the exams and assignments we've had so far. The novel is interesting, I just don't necessarily understand everything he tries to say in the book, some parts honestly confound me, probably because I'm reading too fast into it.

I've noticed my attention span getting worse and worse, I can't concentrate on anything for more than 10 minutes before my mind goes meandering elsewhere. I'm not one to diagnose ADD but I should probably do something about it, its gotten to a point where I sit in lectures but I can't hear anything thats being said. I have to keep reminding myself "please you're paying good money for this, the least you could do is concentrate to ATLEAST 50% of the lecture." 

I'm still not able to.

Crazy mood swings lately, you don't wanna get me started. I'd fix it, if I knew how to.

 

My fingers are itching to text but I know better.