14/2 (despite what blogspot says.)

Valentine's came..and went. Anis gave us the flower and chocolate because she has amazing boyfriend potential. And that's why we love her.

thank youu :))

Keeping busy isn't as hard as I thought it would be. Its a matter of attending classes, having lunch, watching back-to-back episodes of SouthPark and TheOffice, and before you know it its time to sleep again. 

The only problem I have with it is it all feels very routine. Empty and meaningless. Surely there's more to it, more to just attending university and learning. I know the answer to it is obvious. When people say "Make the most of your time in college/uni" they mean get involved, in societies and clubs specifically so that atleast there's something for you to do, something for you to be good at other than studying and scoring in exams. But what if even that is not enough? I keep thinking one day I'll do something reasonably significant, something that atleast means something instead of this never-ending TV/Internet routine. Its draining, and at the end of the day the feeling of not accomplishing anything is..disappointing. 20 years, (well almost) and there's nothing to show for it. I notice the Americans are always the ones who are more willing to take chances when it comes to these things, they'd give up everything they have and take a chance on something (like a career change) more readily than people anywhere else. I'm not basing these on facts, no, I'm making this up as I go. Point is, there's always this rigid framework to life that people are so quick to adhere to and that could be good to some extent but once in a while it helps to break free and do things you wouldn't normally do. 

Risk everything, it doesn't matter.